| Saturday, August 20, 2005 |
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don't really know how i'm feeling right now...i am totally smitten with her for no reason at all...and that is definitely a problem there...the worst kind of relationships you won't want to be in is the kind where you can't explain your attraction to a person...it isn't because of their appearance...it isn't because of their personality...it's just something else...something that no other person can see...you really start to see how unbelievably incredible that person is,oblivious to the fact that he/she,like all human beings,is fundamentaly flawed...suddenly nothing else matters but them...u just wish u could spend more time with them,talking,chatting,smsing...any interaction whatsoever would already be heaven...of course the ugly side of it is that you can almost never find a reason to not love that person...no matter how much they try,no matter how much you try...the feeling will just stay...when u worry about them when they're distressed,when u feel so happy for them when they're jubilated...in the end we forget one thing - ourselves...you become narrow minded,unwilling to change,stubborn to the core...and u then turn into a mess... i have felt that before...makes me feel all stupid inside because i'm so naive or something...but you get used to it,you know...do the feelings u seem to always get dissipate with time?do they vanish when you lose that person?what then? current mood:tired,lovesick? |
| Jin Han 12:36 AM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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