| Saturday, April 14, 2007 |
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Patience. Everyone wants it, not many have it. I always thought I possessed such a trait, but recent circumstances have led me to believe otherwise. A rather unwarranted revelation it seems, but necessary... I can't wait to see her again. I can't wait to have her in my arms and tell her that I love her. I can't wait for my Cambridge A-Levels course to end. I can't wait for these hours of frustration to end. I can't wait to recover fully. I can't wait for dinner to start. The list could go on and on but I guess I'll just stop there. The bottom line is, I have no patience. Fact of the matter is, life revolves around waiting. So if one can't wait? how can one live through life? Then again I could say I have some measure of it, because the only person I would wait for would be her alone. |
| Jin Han 7:16 PM |
| Monday, April 09, 2007 |
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Hello hello! After a very long hiatus I'm back!! ...For a brief moment anyway hehe :) Now that trial exams are over and I await the nascent 2 week 'study break', I've just realised how pointless it is when you're forced to rot at home instead of doing the things you want to do. Suddenly life is not without a sense of irony and you find yourself wondering why some things just don't work out the way you want them to. Then again to look at these days with a sullen face would be a gross transgression since there are worst things in the world. As the days draw nearer and nearer to that date, I can't help but feel a sense of dread, coupled with the preposterous hope that I would manifest time and reality altering powers in the near future heh. Inevitably we are all slaves to time, subject to its every whim and fancy and all efforts to resist would be but a moot attempt. One cannot help but feel a bit helpless sometimes... |
| Jin Han 1:48 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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