| Tuesday, June 19, 2007 |
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Trudging through these weary days with a smile on my face for people to see is so frustrating. They can never know what I truly feel, they would not care even if they knew, so what would be the point in expressing it? I can only be myself with her, and I truly cherish those days. Whoever said putting on a front so that others can feel better about themselves was easy has to have his/her head examined, then cleaved into several pieces and tossed into a toilet bowl for good measure. When I try counting the days I find I am unable to without hating the world for being so unfair. I suppose one could argue that life is fair in that I have someone special to share my life with but the greedy bastard in me just wants more... Bitching about it certainly isn't going to mollify the situation, nor is thinking about it going to make living with the hard truth any easier, but one cannot help but dwell on these things. I just want her...I want her so much... |
| Jin Han 11:16 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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