Saturday, September 23, 2006
I am a hypocrite. Yes, that is the truth. I do judge people even though I try not to. I do say mean things. I am a bad person. But I will not abjure that side of me because of guilt others. If you know me, you WILL see every side of me. You WILL see how nasty I can be. And you most definitely WILL see that I am not as congenial as you might think.

Knowing this, most people would surely cut off all relations to me, which was why I kept up this charade. I am sick. I am sick and tired of being pleasantly amused when I don't want to be. If I disagree with you, I will. If I think there is something wrong with you, I will tell you. How you choose to respond to such bluntness is entirely your choice.

Recently I pissed a friend off so much so that a smile turned into a frown instantly. I judged her. I hurt her feelings. I basically exasperated her in that one moment. Not a day went by that I was not thinking about it, but evidently, I was being myself. I question things I do not understand and it takes time for me to understand. It is through this process of comprehension that I understand a person better. The sarcasm that comes with the comments are normal for me and anyone who has talked to me would know that. Why should I be expected to accept something that is foreign to me right off the bat? Give me time, and it will sink in.
Jin Han 8:21 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006




What type of Fae are you?
Jin Han 7:37 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006
I.crave.MUSIC.
Jin Han 3:28 PM

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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake.
Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia.
Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie.
Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises.
Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop.
Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense.
Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves.
Jin hates being alone most of the time.
Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing.
Jin has a habit of thinking too much.
Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass.
To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder.
Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though.
Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective.

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Seeing animals get tortured.
Seeing people get hurt.
Losing what's important to me.
Sluggish internet connections.
Bittergourds and zombies.

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