| Sunday, July 22, 2007 |
| Have been in Melbourne readying myself for the university experience these 2 weeks and I honestly have to say, going through it alone is fundamentally different from whizzing through the orientations and such with someone else. Not knowing anyone in the university itself only compounds the whole 'I feel like the lone ranger' feeling. While one would simply say 'Just make some new friends' or 'Go do something so you won't feel like that', anyone who knows me well would know better than to tell me that. The first few weeks of orientation is always tough but usually people have someone to turn to when they get back home. Some have their parents, others their partners, but somehow or rather I fall in either none of these 2 categories or somewhere in between. I have my parents, but that's pretty much a bust because of the cynicism that plague all adults. My partner is always available to talk to but somehow or rather there's that physical presence that you pine for constantly. I'm a selfish person, I do admit that, and I tend to want everything. Realistically speaking I should just suck it up and push forward, and that is what everyone tells me to do, but since this IS my blog, I can do whatever I want with it and whine as much as I want. Now that that's out of the way, I've just about finished whining heh:P |
| Jin Han 4:38 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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