| Monday, October 23, 2006 |
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'Zoning out' seems to be a quotidian lifestyle for me these days. Rather than traipsing through the woven tapestries that are my economics and chemistry notes, my mind transgresses the boundaries between reality and reverie. Flung into a world where every desire is fulfilled, every wish is granted. In this world, life is nothing short of euphoric. Yet in the innumerable scenarios conjured up by thought processes, there is only one constant - her. Countless possibilities are fabricated to suit different situations. For example, descending a flight of stairs, we unexpectedly run into each other, exchange greetings and delve into a conversation that picques our interests so much so that we find ourselves hastening to our next class, at the same time wondering if we will chance upon each other again. Yes, daydreaming of such occassions does pass the time indeed. At some point I am resuscitated from this daze and dragged back down to the real world, where opportunities are rare commodities, life is hard and unjust, and the mere thought of getting what you want is but a fleeting moment of weakness. In the real world, we would see each other, exchange greetings and tread off in opposite directions. There was no time for conversations, no time for small talk, or any manner of talk for that matter. That feeling of jubilance when you see the person you like, even if it is for only a moment? That doesn't happen to me. Contrarily, it only nourishes my despondence. The fact that we see so little of each other constantly leads me to ponder why I am so intrigued by her in the first place. Sigh...more confusion... |
| Jin Han 11:15 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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