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Wednesday, September 21, 2005 |
there is only one word to describe how i feel...TIRED
honestly i have never been this exhausted since...well...ever...O.o...Planning to sleep a lot more now because well,i need to revitalise myself for spm or basically i am screwed.oh,and did i mention that i am getting rather sickly?the sniffles that fade in and out of my nostrils teng to get annoying most of the time but hey,comes with the territory right?high school is undoubtedly one of the silliest years of my life.character altering(whether degrading or rebuilding) experiences?sure.Life changing lessons?yeah,definitely.good times and horrible disasters?oh hell yeah!but overall score of high school life?i would give it a 5 or a 6 out of 10.too many friends come and go,each becoming a member of their own caste,each parting through separate paths.quite a lot of the people i knew in primary school pretty much went their own ways.well,either that or i have pushed myself away from them.surprising how you end up a little screwed up this early in life.what the hell anyway...
i have come to the realisation that i am socially inept.i have the social abilities of a ham sandwich,which basically means i have none whatsoever.my sister said that the people who miss high school after they leave are the ones who have really good friends who were inseparable at one point in their lives.i would gladly vouch for her on that because it is bloody true.i do not have a lot of close friends in high school,therefore my desire to return there seems...non-existent?all i can reflect from my 5 years of high school is a lot of childish endeavours coupled with ridiculous wants and self-centredness.way to go high school!
God i hope college gets better than this...
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Jin Han 11:41 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake.
Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia.
Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie.
Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises.
Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop.
Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense.
Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves.
Jin hates being alone most of the time.
Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing.
Jin has a habit of thinking too much.
Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass.
To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder.
Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though.
Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective.
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Being apart from my sayang.
Seeing animals get tortured.
Seeing people get hurt.
Losing what's important to me.
Sluggish internet connections.
Bittergourds and zombies.
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