| Thursday, September 15, 2005 |
| Staring into space whilst listening to some tunes seems to be turning into a shibboleth for me...The more I observe people the more i come to realise what they actually are and how they feel about me.Of course I would definitely want to act as if I never knew about it and go my own humdrum way through life but it just comes back biting me in the ass.The way people speak,how they choose their words,even down to how they phrase their sentences gives me implications of the insincerity that lay shrouded in their hearts.The worst of it is when you actually expected someone to be a better person than you imagined it all just crumbles into ruin.Common courtesy becomes a substitute for honest reproach,smiles become facades,sanctuaries that house awkwardness,embarrassment,disgust...the very words "haha" is only a hollow shell...people laugh when they do not feel the humour of a joke;they gaze attentively when deep in the bowels of their souls they are unamused,bored...This is what common courtesy requires one to do.It reflects respect,admiration and appreciation yet at the same time infuses lies and miconceptions with obligation.There can never be a perfect world where disappointment does not rear its ugly head.Can't live with it,can't live without it. |
| Jin Han 4:18 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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