| Saturday, August 06, 2005 |
| i'm so frustrated now!!my mom went on a short trip to singapore and won't be back till monday and my dad has to go for a dinner so my grandparents told me we were going out to eat...they didn't even ask me and just told me...that's the part i hate the most...people doing things behind your back and telling you at the last minute...seriously...if i'm supposed to be grateful or something i'm not feeling it...sure it might be selfish of me and all but i hate it when things interfere with my plans...the least they could do was ask me if i actually wanted to go or not...not decree that i'm to go...my whole family is like that...so friggin dominating and each person not taking into consideration what the other wants...really pisses me off sometimes...to be courteous i'm sure i'll have to act like i'm having a good time and go....grrr...and my cat keeps bothering me for food and everything...he won't eat unless i watch him eat and i'm like his servant...he doesn't even give anything in return...like come to me for some hugging or sth...even my cat is selfish as hell...bah...the whole family just makes me want to slap them around with a hockey stick or something...the sentence "what about what i want?" comes to mind again...then again it really doesn't matter anymore now does it?i'm trying to calm myself down...thinking about Jesus and His tolerance...His patience...all i have to do is look for the silver lining...it might be shrouded but just look for it...to walk in His footsteps would be a benediction...listening to Hillsong now...trying to tolerate and contain the rage...turn it into love i guess...Oh Lord Jesus You are King indeed! |
| Jin Han 6:52 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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