| Monday, July 25, 2005 |
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weee finally downloaded the two singles by carrie underwood!!took me half an hour to download it but it was worth it!i'm a sucker for country ballads...hehe...anyway quite a lot of people were absent in school today...don't know for what reason but i guess i wasn't too bothered by it... i felt rather uneasy today again...guess being single isn't very encouraging when people around you are celebrating their lives together...but i kept telling myself that God will pull me through...that God will be there for me and that i can overcome that as long as i have His love which i know i have...made me feel a lot better...a lot a lot better...thank you Lord Jesus! to be perfectly honest i'm actually looking forward to going to prom...no idea why...i guess i want to take some time to move on...be at peace with myself and such you know...?lately the thought that she is the first person i really cared about crossed my mind several times...things like whether i would be basing future love interests after her came up and reminders of her were apparent...it's silly that i'm still attracted to her but i'm getting used to it...she'll always linger in my thoughts but i'm sure that one day i will forget about it...before that day comes i guess it'll just be something that's in my mind...won't matter to her...hopefully won't matter to me too... she wanted something from me today,but she conveyed her message through someone else...made me feel a little stupid because she didn't have to do that at all...i was surprised by my own eagerness to help her...i went around and rummaged for the information she wanted as servilely as if i was still a lovestruck puppy,willing to give her aid whenever she needed it...in the end she decided that she did not need it after all and that really made me a little frustrated because i went through all that effort...after a little while i just went..."whatever..." |
| Jin Han 9:57 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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