| Wednesday, July 13, 2005 |
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hmm..haven't updated my blog in quite a while...i'm finally working up the nerve to start on my essay(which should be due this week at the latest i should think...)i want to write something different...something that will inspire...at the moment i'm looking for a creative spark...reaching there but it's going to take quite a while so i should get at it...after this blogler... today was a rather depressing one...the whole time i was thinking about her and nothing else...everything else seemed secondary and insignificant...i really should not be harbouring such thoughts but it came and i was not prepared for it at all...i spent the day thinking again...actually...thinking about...nothing except her...obsession i gather...i keep telling myself that it's an obsession that should be dealt with as soon as possible in my best interests...well i should...i'm thinking how i am proposing to do that...i guess i will be getting on that soon enough as well...anyway...exams are coming and i am panicking...i feel like i have not done much preparation...whoops...that means i have to stop watching television and glue my eyes to the table instead..after i finish my essay i promise myself i will get back to studying...i cannot afford to get mediocre results for my trials..i just can't... prom is coming...13th of december to be more exact...i am required to go(as requested by my friends) but with whom is still yet to be determined...i just do not know who to go with...naturally i would ask her but what good would that do?and i would still be on that obsession thing...*jeez*...whenever i see people together i envy them...i sometimes even get a little jealous...kind of sucks to be single when you think about it...i am not a loner anyway...if i were alone i would go completely insane...oh i hope someone will be going with me to Australia when i finish my A Levels...i do not think i would be able to survive there alone...hopefully my sister would still be there then i would be able to live with her ^^...then i would never be so alone because she would always bother me then...XD |
| Jin Han 9:03 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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