| Saturday, July 09, 2005 |
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my whole body is aching right now...apparently yesterday's gym session was quite intensive...doing chin-ups without any support and being 164 pounds makes it rather difficult to pull off...anyway,my fingers hurt and i have blisters on my palm...back aches a bit and my shoulders are numb...to put things short i need loads of time to recover...>.< anyway,on to today's topic...why are we such hopeless romantics,especially at this age?could it be a hormone thing?but we're already 17 and soon our growth may actually halt altogether,so why are we still yet to achieve a climax of some sort because from what i know most of us still feel the growing need to dream and hope for relationships etc...there is always a hope that we will eventually find someone whom we would be able to share our entire lives with despite the fact that we have not even lived to 1/5s of our lifetime yet...the stubborn ones often keep holding on in the hopes that their current love interest would become that person but hey,they are stubborn...there must be some sort of stability when in a relationship because my friend's results kept shooting up after he went steady...most people are also infinitely more jubilated to have someone to love and someone who loves them...what about those people who aren't in a relationship?how do they stay happy without relying on someone else to provide contentment and emotional stability?studies,seclusion,hobbies...do they really work?i mean they do put your mind off things temporarily but do they really provide a feeling equal to that of the bliss you feel when you're with someone you love whole-heartedly?i used to think that these things were rather complicated but in the few years i've done a bit of growing up and well...this love business isn't as complicated as it sounds...when it comes down to it the kind of love that exists is what separates people...there is brotherly love,parental love,God's love...so many kinds of love that we may even take them for granted...i know i have taken things like that for granted before...it's a sad but real truth...though we know we are being ignorant we are still self-centred...man will never be content with what they have...or at least not for the moment unless they reach a form of enlightenment that might light up their paths to the way God wants us to follow...oh i do envy those people... (i'm not even sure if what i just said was relevant...suffice to say i think i was disheveling my thoughts one by one...>.<) |
| Jin Han 11:55 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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