| Tuesday, July 26, 2005 |
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i really miss those times when i did not need to care about anything at all...those days when i was in primary school and did not have to worry about my future as everything seemed all planned out by my parents at the time...now everything's just coming in all at once...exams...courses to plan...subjects to plan to take...the works...could it be that we are growing up too fast?i feel like i haven't learnt much from my adolescence and most of it seems blurry and vague...seems the only thing i can remember very well is things about her...which doesn't do me a whole lot of good because i hate feeling different emotions at the same time...whenever i think about her i get angry and happy and sad...such emotions are just too confusing to be bothered with...when am i going to get over it...?bah... extra classes for eng. lit and gce o levels english start next week and i am going to be really busy...if not trying to cope with school work then doing literature work...i have a lot to catch up with and i am seriously having difficulty juggling my time because i don't think trials will include eng. lit...and i have to study for trials really badly!sigh...the pressure is on and i don't think i'll be getting any breathing room anytime soon...just 3 more months...3 more months...then after that it'll all be gone...have to endure...god will pull me through.... on a whole nother level,i'm getting really tired...5 hours of sleep isn't exactly very healthy i'm starting to think...maybe i should learn to sleep 6-7 hours a day perhaps?don't really know because my mind might not be functioning properly when i get so little sleep...and i am eliminating my chances of possibly growing taller because sleeping promotes growth as well...*anxious*...oh bugger...if there were 48 hours in a day it would be really great...i mean 48 hours a day...7 days a week...4 weeks a month and vice versa...and we would still be living for 100 years on average... i am not liking the fact that one day i will grow old and feeble,with overgrown nosehair and earhair...*shudders*...it's just weird...if i were 85 and still as muscular as i would be 10 years from now i would be really thankful...of course that means adhering to a strict diet and basically depriving myself of the simple pleasures in life...then again i may be doing the same thing next year after spm...go figure...O.o |
| Jin Han 9:52 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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