| Sunday, July 24, 2005 |
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i was planning to get a haircut today and was relatively avid on receiving one at that.unfortunately the hairdresser seemed to be conveniently off,dampening my spirits at the start of the day...i did buy 4 new books to read after spm...or maybe before if my mind is itchy enough...memoirs of a geisha by arthur golden,when we were orphans by kazuo ishiguro,the lake of dead languages by carol goodman and the line of beauty by alan hollinghurst...all of which are popular reads today...can't wait to read them...only spent 2 hours in 1 utama because i had to lunch with a few relatives of mine...so i had a corney dog combo set large and went on my way to a seafood restaurant...we ate a lot...and i only managed to keep myself from throwing up by taking a mint...geez... oh and besides that,my mp3 player keeps crashing when i try to shut it down!it's really that screwed up and i have no idea why...sigh...oh well...no biggie... i really miss having the conversations with her...kind of feels so...empty...there is no one around i remotely want to talk to on msn anymore...i guess i will have to change that too...i'm currently listening to the song incomplete by bsb..(please don't be thinking the wrong way just because i'm listening to a boy band)...it really speaks to me and i can totally relate to the song...except the fact that i am not the victim...i was never a victim...kind of sucks that it's like that because it certainly would give me a better reason for feeling empty and such...there's just no feeling in there anymore... on another note...a friend told me today to be strong and keep my faith in jesus...she said god is always in control...i guess he is...and i need so much of his love right now...he will help me get through the night...get through the pain...get through my life...i will renew my faith in you jesus christ...i will repent for my sins...i've accepted you into my heart...take me into your fold,oh lord jesus... |
| Jin Han 11:32 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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