| Monday, July 04, 2005 |
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yet another pessimistic post today...in my last two weeks of being the vice president of the librarian board i finally feel and intense worry for the library...i also feel like i have failed the library,my peers and my juniors...i feel like i haven't done enough for the library or something...makes me a little uneasy at times but i'm okay with it...after all,there is nothing more i can do already...i just hope that the next batch will be better than us...to be perfectly candid i'm rather doubtful but one should always hope right?i'm also rather disappointed with the form 3s...at least some of them...i really thought that they could put the library back on the map as a disciplined group who are dedicated to their jobs and obligations...but they seem to have their own issues to deal with...i really think some of them should think about their responsibilities in the library...think about it real hard... anyway on to other things...i'm rather fascinated by how she says "don't judge others by their looks"...well..the term judge caught my eye...it really set off some rather evil thoughts i seemed to have conjured up along the way...if she preaches for people to stop judging others...why does she judge me for one mistake?why does she suddenly think..oh hez a crazy nuthead...never talk to him again...by that is she not judging me by the mistake i made?she may not be readnig this blog but i'm going to say it anyway...DROP THE ACT!YOU JUDGE PEOPLE TOO!...i guess i really do have nothing more to say to her...finally something we actually agree on...people who are hypocritical just make me angry...am i wrong to be thinking like this?am i twisting a statement to make myself feel better?am i purposely not looking at what she really means?then again,don't we all?we only believe what we want to believe...we could shut the whole world out if we wanted to...can we see past what assumptions and conclusions we draw up from one's actions...?i guess it is a double edged sword after all...it is our actions that define who we really are...but can one action account for a person's whole character?what if they never intended for it to happen?what if they didn't explain the situation better?what if they panicked?what if they just broke down?do we have the right to judge them then?do we even have the right to judge ANYONE?think about it...get back to me on that when you find an answer...u can post it on my flooble chatterbox... |
| Jin Han 10:06 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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