| Wednesday, June 08, 2005 |
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haven't blogged in a while...just didn't have any ideas on what to blog about...talking about what you did during the day seems so mundane,so boring...i suppose one's perception of what a blog should be is different for everyone...for me my blog is something that provides insight towards ideas,ambitions,dreams,feelings etc...not those boring tasks which i completed throughout the day... anyway,i was torn between two groups today...i knew i was going out tomorrow but what i did not expect was for my friend to say "you must come..i don't care but you must come...".i was planning to go to times square with my english tuition friends...was looking forward to it too..but then that came up so i'm pretty much torn between two worlds...but that's the thing with me...i belong to a few different groups of people....so it's kind of difficult to balance between which one to pay attention to...especially if i'm given these kind of choices...just makes my head spin because if i don't go with this group i'll feel guilty but if i go with the other group i might not be having a really good time...so when exactly do we draw the line?an american band said to us that we should not compromise with other people...of course that was about religion...but still...would it apply to anything else...?when is it that we should be unyielding and make other people compromise with our wants rather than submitting to theirs?sometimes i think giving people these sort of choices and making them feel bad about it is just nasty...honestly,how can you do this to someone?make them go out with you and make them feel guilty if they don't...sighz...i really wonder sometimes...who are my friends exactly?what role do they really play in fulfilling their roles as friends?do i have any at all?there are A LOT of time when i really do feel alone...like there is no one to talk to or something...even if there were people to talk to they would not want to listen to my ramblings...so sometimes when i see people with their really good friends i envy them because they seem to really be friends with each other and being there for one another...something that most of my friends don't do.... |
| Jin Han 11:54 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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