| Friday, June 17, 2005 |
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"the proper office of a friend is to side with you if you are in the wrong.Anyone would side with you if you are in the right." Mark Twain quoted that so i heard...you don't really get those kind of friends anymore..you just don't...the kind of friends you find nowadays are a lot like this... you are alone...no one is around you and you feel bored and lonely...you yearn for some company or at least someone to come up and talk to you instead of you doing it first...but no one comes to you...they leave you alone and talk and chuckle with other people...they obviously notice your lone figure but ignore it...in the end you finally get an insight on how good a friend they actually are...that's what happened to me today...everyone around me had left,if not for activities then something else...i was hoping that someone would come to talk to me instead of me going to talk to them(they would think that i was desperate or something..)..no one came...people i thought who were some really good friends really did not seem to be friends after all...i really found out that the friends i had were not really friends...they notice you alone but they don't bother to find out why...they see your expressionless face but they dismiss it....what kind of a friend is that...?it really got me thinking again...since all the friends i thought i had were like this,who are my friends..?do i even have any?for the first time,i really felt alone...there was NO ONE in that room that was actually playing their role as my friend...now the question is...should i treat them as a friend...?should i be there for them when they couldn't or wouldn't be there for me?i guess in my world there is no such thing as a true friend...if there was,i have not chanced upon such a person...more depression...i hate being alone..and i hate these "friends"...the day they would be there for me is the day they jumped off a cliff onto a pile of rocks forming a pit of death.... |
| Jin Han 8:39 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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