| Saturday, May 07, 2005 |
| i went to see my dog today...he was in the vet for about a week...had a really bad ulcer under his tongue and he was really dehydrated...i kinda felt a bit sad cos he was sick and all...like i always do when something bad befalls anyone or anything...he was really groggy then..what was stupid about the vets was that they didn't call and ask us whether we wanted it on painkillers or anything...so MEAN!!dog had to suffer for that...lousy vets...anyway the dog seems te be recovering but a bit of his tongue is missing...O.o...i really didn't wanna know that or anything...but we're gonna give him a couple more days or so and monitor his progress...hez been around for about 8-9 years already so i guess it's normal...but somehow i feel empty cos hez a part of our family...then i picture me cat about 4-5 years from now...old and feeble...sighz...i dun want my cat to dieeeeee...=(...really nasty sometimes...sighz...i also went to university bookshop to buy a book on romeo and juliet with literal translations and all..absolutely incredible...i'll be able to master romeo and juliet soon enough!A1 for literature in english here i come!!didn't do a lot of studying today...now studying chemistry and hoping to finish at least a few chapters..then tomorrow time for biology..i just hope what i read for sejarah won't seep out whilst i keep absorbing chem and bio...usually just when i start to believe that i can actually focus and concentrate wholely on a subject,an image of her just pops up in my head and everything crumbles..i am unable to concentrate for the rest of the day...oh gosh i hope i don't get reminded of her tomorrow...tomorrowz a really important day cos really have to study tomorrow with no excuses...oh please please please...surprising how the human mind can destroy itself so effectively...haven't talked to anybody about it cos well..nobody's around..sighzz.kinda stupid cos i'm making such a big fuss about something small i guess but to me it's a very big thing no matter what other ppl say...i've seriously never been this down ever...kinda weird cos keep trying to be happy and cheerful when i don't really feel it...bah..o well...shit happens.deal with it ^^ |
| Jin Han 9:16 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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