| Thursday, May 05, 2005 |
| while i was studying something just dawned on me...i'm actually relatively confused...right now!sometimes when i'm in the middle of doing something,a thought just pops into my head and it just makes me feel worse about myself because it's almost always a bad thing...the worst of it is i find focusing back onto the work i was doing earlier seems impossible...suddenly my mood just changes....just like that...i find it frustrating and really irritating,but it still happens..almost all the time...man this really blows...right now i'm just looking for something to hold onto,to grasp with my own two hands and never let go even if my fingers grow numb...since late March till now i've been feeling like a piece of crap...i guess i keep blaming myself for past misdeeds and i know that forgiveness is an indulgence i cannot attain...go figure... |
| Jin Han 12:47 AM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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