| Thursday, May 19, 2005 |
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okay..nothing can officially go into my thick cranium...sighzz...i really don't understand why i can't seem to focus properly now...maybe it's because me interest in chinese(or lack of it) is interfering with my ability to absorb...ahh...really can't take it...don't know if i'm going to survive chinese tomorrow...sighz... on the other hand...i hear that she's going through a rough time...makes me sad to hear that...i mean sure she and i are on the outs but it doesn't mean i have no feelings for her...it's kinda silly because she seems to be facing the same problems i did for so many years...maybe even now it's plaguing me from time to time...anyway...i hope she won't be reading this because it will probably just implicate a degree of obsession within me or something...therefore making things so much worse than it already is for me...i kinda feel bad that shez feeling lonely or something...call me estranged but i can totally relate to her situation...after all...i've been in times when there were no friends to support me or talk to me for that matter...anywayz...my concern probably wouldn't matter but...oh well...can't help feeling bad...she must be having traces of sadness or something within her...i suppose part of me would like to say..."yay!you feel it too huh?finally u know how it feels like!!"..the other part would say "aww..that's too bad...i hope that you'll get better.."which part is dominant i still do not know...i guess my feelings are kinda mixed now...who would have thought that i would drop to such insane degrees of confusion?not me that's for sure... |
| Jin Han 10:37 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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