| Thursday, May 12, 2005 |
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well...bm was really nasty today...apparently i was dreading that biodata pengarang was going to come out because i didn't have the time to read it,but my friend,who also failed to read,kept saying,"it will come out.it will come out."in the end,what do you know............ ......it came out....again,more irony in my life....add maths...oo...those two words really strike a nerve sometimes...first question and i was surprised because...i was clueless...the rest was okay i suppose,but that quesiton...oh well...i kinda didn't care much about it after the exam...guess i'm starting to become less kiasu...(oh shit..less kiasu??NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............)anyway,some people cried after the paper...i saw two of my friends cry..felt really sorry for them...must have been the paper obviously...but in a way i was also kind of envious...cos i don't really cry...i think having a good cry doesn't mean that you're sissy or whatever...nono...my opinions are much more profound than that hehe...i think crying really relieves yourself of emotions that would otherwise be harmful to you...really good for self-esteem...or at least better than keeping them bottled up and sticking a cork in it...kinda breaks you down bit by bit if you don't let emotions out...oh oh....i hope i don't break down too...mental breakdowns are among the worst things a person can get...eee...my cat came here to comfort me...lemme hold him first...okay..now that that's done...i would really hate to be getting a mental breakdown..especially at this point in the year...nasty..don't want it don't want it...gonna be taking my braces off in..let's see...5 days..whohooo!!!finally i won't have to brush extra long!!!!anywayz..back to my ramblings...i think people who cry should be feeling lucky because they have the opportunity to articulate their emotions...they also get to see which of their friends stay true to them...laugh and the world laughs with you,cry and you cry alone...in most cases that particular saying is true...but it's kinda stupid...i don't cry yet i'm alone...what the heck is going on???something has obviously messed up the cosmic balance of all things...back to the point...i've always wanted someone to talk to about her so i could say everything i feel and everything i don't...but sadly no living person has the ability to tolerate that kind of depression...so i finally found someone...or something that would listen to me forever............------>my blog!!!LoL....i can say anything i want and express myself however i please...feels so good that there actually is something for everyone...anyway...i'll stop here...tomorrow's chemistry and i still have quite a lot to study...till then...! |
| Jin Han 4:34 PM |
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Jin loves brownies, cookies and cake. Jin has never been anywhere further than Australia. Jin could never stop being a sadistic, sarcastic meanie. Jin is also the opposite of everything said one line up when the need arises. Jin would rather have a desktop rather than a laptop. Jin has an obsessive, compulsive need to ramble, blabber and regurgitate all manner of nonsense. Jin hates being ignored by the people he loves. Jin hates being alone most of the time. Jin hates reflecting about his actions. It's taxing. Jin has a habit of thinking too much. Jin often doesn't see the glass as half-empty or half-full.He just sees the glass. To some, Jin is weird; to others, Jin is even weirder. Jin wants nothing more than to be happy. Rich would be a big plus though. Jin is pretty tired of referring himself in the third person's perspective. |
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Being apart from my sayang. Seeing animals get tortured. Seeing people get hurt. Losing what's important to me. Sluggish internet connections. Bittergourds and zombies. |
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